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hey guys...im switching journals.... its now _prozak_ so add me....k?
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[28 Oct 2005|11:31am] |
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I need some advice.. My boyfriend and I like one second were great then I always find somthing or he finds somthing that we end up dicussing and fighting about. I broke up with him a few weeks ago, it was hardly a break up.. we were back together 3 hours later. But a week after that or two I ended up cheating on him when we got into a huge fight I was really depressed ended up getting drunk and high and made out with someone. Yesterday I read his myspace inbox and sent and him and this girl had a convo on 10-17-05 which she was like o0o your so hott then he posted yea well im in a realtionship but its sorta in the air and he gave her his sn and she replied with her sn and number. I got really fucking upset and messaged back with my boyfriend matt right besdie me saying, "hey bitch you better stop talking to my boyfriend or ill slit your fucking throat you dumb slutty cunt". Now I realize how mad he was at me when I cheated on him..but I cant help but keep thinking im ugly and just stupid. I just keep on wanting to cut and I keep stopping myself.. I just need some advice on what the hell to do.
<33 katherine
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